I've recently made some fairly significant changes in my life. I've started running three days a week. Eating better and dressing nicer. Most recently, I've started looking very closely at improving my ability to operate in social situations. Conversations. Interpersonal relationships [read: marriage, esp.] - a total paradigm shift! All in all, the changes I've made to date have produced favorable results - of both intrinsic and extrinsic value. However, at the end of every day I can't help but feel that I'm still coming up short. That's because the one person for whom I'm doing all of this - the person who alerted me to the presence of the mountain I referenced in yesterday's entry - needs to see that I can maintain these changes over a period of time. That's where Tom Petty's immortal words of wisdom keep coming back to haunt me. Waiting for this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Much harder than making any one (or all) of these changes. But I will press ever onward... in the key of G.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Tom Petty
I've recently made some fairly significant changes in my life. I've started running three days a week. Eating better and dressing nicer. Most recently, I've started looking very closely at improving my ability to operate in social situations. Conversations. Interpersonal relationships [read: marriage, esp.] - a total paradigm shift! All in all, the changes I've made to date have produced favorable results - of both intrinsic and extrinsic value. However, at the end of every day I can't help but feel that I'm still coming up short. That's because the one person for whom I'm doing all of this - the person who alerted me to the presence of the mountain I referenced in yesterday's entry - needs to see that I can maintain these changes over a period of time. That's where Tom Petty's immortal words of wisdom keep coming back to haunt me. Waiting for this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Much harder than making any one (or all) of these changes. But I will press ever onward... in the key of G.
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Simply knowing that there's a mountain is in itself a success. When I feel that I've "made it" is when I get into trouble. However "When you get the blanket thing you can relax because everything you could ever want or be you already have and are." There's truth in there.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if I've passed this mountain right before you got there. Wow. :)
ReplyDeleteSometimes we can't see the forest for the trees, and it's hard to shift your thinking when you do--but it's harder to make people see that you see. You see? :)
I'm still working on it too.